comfortable meter !
1 - 100%ㅤ2 - 80%ㅤ3 - 60%ㅤ4 - 50%ㅤ5 - 30%ㅤ6 - 10%ㅤ7 - 0%

pronouns   
she/her :ㅤ3he/him :ㅤ5they/them :ㅤ4none :    3
   
endearments   
avoidㅤ:ㅤ1askㅤ:ㅤ4  
   
compliments   
gender neutralㅤ:ㅤ2feminineㅤ:ㅤ4masculineㅤ:ㅤ3 

the pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me, so why can't you forgive me? i don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else but you!

ruiㅤ:ㅤpreferred
𝒬 / kyuu / yuuㅤ:ㅤpreferred
wraithㅤ:ㅤpreferred
mushitaruㅤ:ㅤspecific
demi-grey ace + (pansexual)

this means i rarely catch feelings, and if i do, it must be one of the people i have a strong / emotional bond with. i also added panromantic bc i like people for who they are -- no matter what gender. yes, this has happened before. i am single but wtvr


BYI : this is me!>ㅤsocially awkward / inept
>ㅤif not replying, i am possibly busy w school, watching, drained or asleep
>ㅤself centered (unintentionally, or that i talk a lot abt my opinions)
>ㅤextremely petty brah
>ㅤhuge safe space unless u creep me out

>ㅤi have days when im awfully avoidant
>ㅤdismissive avoidant AS
>ㅤuse tonetags if joking abt believable matters
(i am terribly gullible/naive)
>ㅤdramatic and sarcastic
>ㅤi get overly jealous, sensitive or short tempered
>ㅤsuspected bipolar
>ㅤi lack / struggle with emotional permanence

if in the morning, i am with you and in the evening, i am there. and if it's you that's always waiting, kissing the flowers in my hair. why do you think i have another? when you have always been the one? your paranoia is annoying! now all i wanna do is run away.


things to consider if you want to talk or be my friend;first off, i am very selective of my friends. i don't entirely do well in friend groups unless i know all of them. i'd talk less and less if the amount of people i know is lesser than a half or decreasing from the actual members of the group.secondly, if i feel much more comfortable around you — i tend to joke a lot or be jokingly mean. i rather take an aggressive approach in affection, i hope that clears anything. i also talk a lot, lot if the person im talking to is a fast replier! i get space and time management but sometimes taking too long to respond is not in my list for a friend. (i have very few exceptions)

kin list; cquackity, qquackity, uuwifies, azuma, mushitaro and chuuya

favorite songs; the perfect pair by beabadoobee
seasons by wave to earth , lily by luck life
mystery by matt maltese , scylla and the challenge from epic


fandoms o_Ofavourite characters <3
 
bungo stray dogsㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ>ㅤabsolute favouriteㅤ:ㅤchuuya, fifteen dazai
>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:atsushi, sigma, rimbaud, lippmann, mushitaro, adam, lucy, kenji, and francis
>ㅤships i likeㅤ:soukoku, chuuran, sigchuu, kunichuu, fyozai (typically one-sided), odango, souheki, mushiran, siglai, atsulucy, tachigin, beast taniaku, pianolipp, ranposano, kunizai, sigchuuzai, rimlaine, and mushimizo (i have more rareships but i'll conceal that from the public for now)
animation vs minecraft + ava>ㅤfavouriteㅤ: yellow, blue, king orange (ko), the chosen one (tco), and agent smith
unstable universe / smp>ㅤfavouriteㅤ: wemmbu, eggchan, jaden_man, ashswag, planetlord and wifies
>ㅤfav dynamic :tax duo, abandoned civ trio, promise duo
state smp + experiment vids>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤlegacyAN, solev
lifesteal>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤsquiddo, ashswag, 4cvit
epic the musical>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤtiresias, odysseus, hermes
the music freaks>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤdrew, henry, luke
spyxfamily>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤthe forger family <3
811>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤleon, vittorino, accardi, gabriel
dsmp/qsmp>ㅤfavouriteㅤ: c ! quackity, c ! technoblade, q ! quackity, q ! tilín, q ! ashswag, q ! wichtiger
marvel cinematicㅤ>ㅤfavouriteㅤ:ㅤbucky, doctor strange, loki
other animes i watched>ㅤdeath note, sakamoto days, takopi's original sin, darling in the franxx, bofuri: i don't want to get hurt so i'll max out my defense, my love story with yamada-kun at lvl 999
all the musicals i like>ㅤepic the musical, the mean girls musical, hamilton, heathers,
some game related fandoms that i like>ㅤminecraft related content / mcyt, reverse 1999, fnaf, the twisted wonderland, obey me, dead plate, gakuen bungo stray dogs, the tales of the lost: bungo stray dogs or bsd mayoi
other other fandoms>ㅤmetal family, alien stage, gravity falls,